On my mind

after so long, i suddenly remembered about this site...and it's nice to see posts i did before. well, actually, i just wanna write something that's been on my mind for quite sometime.

after my last blog, the result was happiness. "was" for the relationship ended after 14 months. things changed and i just didn't know what went wrong and how things had to happen that way. but yes, i'm over it now. i moved on and i'm healed.

recently i dated this particular guy. we have so many things in common and i'm just surprised to say that things were going good between us. he likes me and i feel the same. until one time, he felt sad for things i have no control of. i don't think he got over his past relationship yet. this is hard for i already am beginning to fall for him. good thing though that i was able to get a hold of my feelings for him and stopped in time. i wanna help him heal. i just don't know how to do it so i decided to let him be. give him the time he needed for himself. where does this put me? i know i have to be a friend but i just couldn't erase the idea that we almost were a couple. i'm lost.

i hope things would be better between us. i wish things would go the way they were before...when we communicate more and go out and have time for each other. when we are both happy. if we ever have that chance, i hope that you're healed and ready to make history with me.