Why do I feel sad?

I know we're friends. You did told me that you can only be a friend when I was ready to love you. From then on I decided to let go. Letting you have your own space and focus on myself more. I put a distance so I could fix everything I have that's not totally broken.

Yes, we have our moments. Memories that I would cherish forever.

When everything is pretty okay with me, not knowing how things are with you, you decided to say hi. You open up with me and tell me things that has been happening to you. You try to be a friend and suggested to help me find the right companion. I thought everything was back to normal. We can talk just about anything. And yes, it came as a shock that you already have a partner. When I thought I could be that person. As a good friend of yours, I decided that if it makes you happy, then I'll support you in whichever way I can. I agreed to meet your girl.

I just didn't realize that it will give me this sadness in my heart.
I have no tears to cry for I have no reason for them.
But I know deep inside me, my heart is broken.